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I
recently underwent a medical test, which allowed an assessment of symptoms
"in a controlled environment." The facilities are sanitized, the
staff highly trained, the equipment top-notch, the medicines carefully
monitored. Every effort was made to make me feel as comfortable as possible.
However,
I knew that as symptoms were forced/enhanced, the test would make me
uncomfortable. I wasn't at a spa, after all. As the discomfort inevitably
happened, I knew that I was being cared for, and that as valuable information
was being collected during the test, it would help in future.
Afterwards,
I re-entered the real world - the uncontrolled and uncontrollable environment. Doing
so, I reflected that our experience of worship can be like this: a controlled
environment, providing support and information for the uncontrolled world.
We
gather in a time and space dedicated to worship: we enjoy a tried-and-true
liturgical structure (from collect to dismissal), we absorb the theological
intentionality of the physical layout, we hear the word of God and its
homiletic interpretation to calm our tortured souls, we are comforted by the
comfortable words as invitation to foretaste the feast.
We
receive this spiritual care in a controlled environment. All the while, we know
that this is but a microcosm of the real world that exists both within and
without our four walls. This received and controlled care supports our continued
mission and ministry every day.
Just
as good liturgy will comfort the afflicted, it will also afflict the
comfortable. So for those coming to worship in distress, our controlled
environment should bring an increase in spiritual health. For those who come to
sit in a comfortable pew, a certain level of discomfort should be expected: we
do pray that God will stir up in us a desire to bring justice to the world,
after all.
Thus,
our time in worship is a type of diagnostic for our spiritual health. We are all in need of healing; and as we are
cared for, we are being inspired to invite others to the source of that care. May we appreciate the controlled environment, understand it as a time
to reflect and assess, and journey in spiritual health in the
uncontrollable spiritual realm where we live our lives.